When it rains.. it pours...

Zach didn't make it here on earth. He entered into Heaven yesterday mid day. It breaks my heart and at the same time I'm joyful for the miracles that God has used this situation for. Zach's Mom was able to go tell a young girl in the same hospital that she would be getting Zach's heart and another chance to live. It amazing to me.. God's perfect plan.. isn't what we would normally think or want it to be at ALL. But thats why He is in control. The rain has brought a different mood on my lately... It just seems like one of "those" days. Nothing really wrong.. just nothing really right. Maybe its because for the 3rd day in a row.. I'm eating a hot pocket. Yeah thats def. it! Jeffrey and I are continuing to search for God's direction with school and life :). I'm stuck today.. thats a good word.. stuck. I'm always stuck in something.. in a mood.. in a situation.. at work.. haha. Jeffrey and I are hoping to sneak in another real short get away to the mountains.. alone.. so that we can just enjoy each others time. Between Work, Church, Family and Friends.. we have some prioritizing to do. I sat last night in Jeffrey's truck.. just staring at him... wondering.. why did he choose me? I'm so thankful for him and all he puts up with. (thats alot in case you don't know me) He is always up lifting, and always so sweet. He makes my heart smile and makes my heart melt all at the same time. He is truly a blessing and for him I'm thankful. I have alot of things I'm thankful for my salvation.. I'm thankful for my family.. I'm thankful for my friends and my job. My prayer today is for Zach's family, for the family's affected by this and for those who will be. That people will open their hearts and realize that tomorrow really isn't promised. What are you doing today?