Thursday, April 30, 2009

Let the good times...

I would say roll but I'm not too sure if I want them to roll forward or roll backwards. Don't get me wrong I am way beyond excited about the new steps Jeffrey and I are taking but after the last few days of "unsaid" goodbyes, its all starting to catch up with me. Hear I am at 1 a.m. in the morning thinking about all the times I should have told someone how much they meant to me. But when does that really matter? When you or they are gone. Why do we wait until the last minute? Whats the point of my crazy random breakdowns lately? I'm here, surrounded by the best people thus far in my life and I'm leaving. God has a unique plan prepared for us but its hard to sometimes not think... What is going on?! For those of you who are reading thinking... wow I love me some Jessica.. just know if we are friends... I love you too. Really I do. People laugh and joke about how many "best" friends I have. But one thing I know for sure is that each person has a unique place in my life that I would never want anyone else to replace.


Amy Walker, I know you read this and hear it goes. My public shout out to you as a friend. I have NO clue what I'm going to do with out. I really don't. I'm thinking about the next few days to come.. and wondering, why you couldn't move to Mobile with me :). You have been the breath of fresh air in my life who has learned more about who I am in the shortest amount of time. We joke that we are def the same, but we both know its true. Your just as bad with goodbyes as I am. Thats why we haven't had ours. And we won't. But I want you to know that you are loved, by me. Your crazy, little, young (haha) friend. Charlie, your the best. really. u are. I will continue to be the one who calls and calls and calls until you tell me that you'll call me back.. because well quite frankly I don't want anyone else to do it! Tell MY cooper everyday that I love her.. and give Tucker a funny look from me to let him know I wished he loved me more. . . and there you go folks.. thats my goodbye.

To My Parents,

This has to be short or I'll be up all night crying. I can't imagine a better set to raise me. I really can't. And I know I'll be just fine because you guys have been such a great example its not even funny. We may not be rich, but we are rich in the things that matter. Mom, thank you. Dad, thank you. I love you guys both and I am blessed to call you mine.

Brothers,

LOVE YOU!!!!! Don't grow up too fast! I am depressed at how much I'm going to miss in ya'lls life by being farther away but I am so excited to hear all about it!!!! Good thing for the phones and the computers huh? I love you both. Garrett, Hit that ball hard for me! Griffin, focus and do the best you can everyday in Karate make me proud a do a tournament!

To my other friends (don't know if you read this or not)

I love each and everyone of you. I'm excited to see the constant changes God preforms in your life. Embrace the change. Because you never know when your blessing are right around the corners. Follow God, at all costs. Find yourself. But in Christ. I love you.




Ok, Enough. Really?! Yes. I swear. I'm tired.. and sad. and SO EXCITED! I'll be posting before pictures and after pictures of the apartment and the moving process. TTYL.

2 comments:

amy (metz) walker said...

Miss you big time already but I'm so happy for ya'lls journey. I truly feel like you made the right decision!

Anonymous said...

Glad to see all my little sayings have stayed with you LOL! If I keep grieving I will look really good by the time I see you in 3 weeks. Ahhh anorexia is a beautiful thing. ( I suppose only you and I would actually think that but oh well).